Tuesday, November 21, 2006

I Need Something to Believe In

Today I almost got into a collision with a city bus. It was totally my fault. Sometimes I am an incapable driver. I make bad decisions, I don't pay attention, I psych myself out. The bus literally came within inches of hitting the passenger side of my car and I couldn't help but believe that God was watching out for me.

I've always struggled to find faith in my life. I have issues galore with Christianity and my Philosophical brain has a hard time believing in something I can't prove. There are moments in my life though when I feel God, when I earnestly pray, when I honestly believe I am connected to a creative force larger than myself.

1 comment:

Allison said...

oh i know what you mean brita. so glad you are ok :) i psyche myself out of driving too.

peace and love and safty